ScarY..Life..?!

why i live in this moment?
from the cradle,mummy and daddy will hope their children can be very clever than the others..crawling before anyone else..walking too..talking also= =...
when studying in kindergarten..result is to be compared..until primary,secondary also like that..so everyone must study hard to improve themselve in their academic..not sport,art or others..
why this world become like that T.T
so ScarY Life ><...haha..
whenever i see this word ,'scary'...i thought one person that i knew him before..
this word was taught by him~ other than that..i also learnt too many things from him..
from how to be a human until how to be a wise girl..
why cannot treat 2 people better at the same time?
during that time..i don't know anything..
he used everything to let me awake..including scolded..cold war..never contact me..even 1 message or 1 stare..
finally..i woke up..decided to let go everything..let every uncontrollable matter returned to normal..
so i live until now..with love..with caring..with one mystery guest^^
blissful until this moment..
thanks for your teaching..although you never treat me fair or hate me..but in the end you really help me more..thank you^^