my study life !!

as long as i begin my study in my new school >< until now..i cant adapt their academic..how it function, process..i dun knw anything.. remember that the 1st test~journal writing.. i get the most suck mark in my life..in tis life!!! i get D~~!!! what the hell!!!! what i write is not related to title~~ omg!!! hw can so cruel!!! D leh... i cant accept anymore..haiz.. so u make me realize i cant relax in college.. not like secondary school.. i can do my hard work at the last minute.. but now!! that matter is already gone.. now~ must do hard everyday.. after class read again in hostel..study own.. cant rely on teacher..no any tuition.. haiz.. and the most important is every test will relate to the final exam.. wanna best result.. make more effort lah har = = haha.. tis thursday wan test already.. test microeconomic!!! hope that i can do it well^^ i will do my best!! haha.. tat's all for tis post~~haha.. add oil^^ everyone too~!!

BeginninG~~

Today,walking to school..attending my first class-->>Hubungan Etnik..hey..see malay again..i tought that no malay in college..but i see again,read again,study again!!!however it is just be familiar with me if compare to english..haha..when entering to my classroom.. only have one people..but when i tell her that our classroom is xxx..she says she enter wrong classroom and directly run out from class..leave me alone T_T but later..teacher is coming..others pupils also coming continuously..teacher starts her lesson..begin my study again>< almost until 10.30am..going to DKA for attending same course..study again..then,finish all course at 11.30am..wanna go home but ning,chien them all are keeping on their course = =..waiting them with hui jiun..after that walking home and eating lunch..my 1st class,1st course is passing away like normal..hope that the all coming course will be like that..haha..the most important is my course work also can finish successfully^^this all lah =) haha..

OrienTatioN WeEK?! hehe~~

3th may is the 1st day of orientation week..so we all move in our new home at 2nd may..everyone is busying clear up their things to live in new home..1st night we cant sleep anymore..talk,talk,gossip,gossip...walao~!!until 1.00am++..finally stop talking and sleeping..but there have 5 people in 1 room..even there is big enough for us but also too hot..that coverlet is becoming useless to us@@.. okay!!turn to tomorrow morning..walking to school..and gets t-shirt,file,pendrive..we all need to change that TARC t-shirt..omg!!almost 900++ people wear same shirt = =.. after that we are going to divide into 40 groups!!i m group 17 T_T..then..leader is starting his work..introduce the school compound to us..and starting their programme--->>ice breaking.. i dun like that!! hate!! want to introduce ourselve in english~~hey!!shy lah~haha..later we all go to CA and attending for lecture>< fishing and fishing..i think i can get 2 shark and 1 dorphin there..haha..at last..grouping again and discuss what performance we need to perform..everyone is cool and dun wan answer to the leader..leader seem like so pity and wanna cryT_T hehe~i think no need to describe the process..conclusion is we all need to go 1 ppl home and discuss again at night..that ppl home is nearby my home..haha..but i didn't go!!haha..at that night..i call delivery..HaPpY BurGeR^^haha..eat burger with chien..ning eat porridge oni><then we all decide bac hometown at next day..so we have a nice night there..sleep peacefully without hotness and uncomfortable^^until..9.00am ++ haha..then eat breakfast--maggi mee!!after that playing in room along that afternoon..almost ki siao liao@@..and call delivery again for lunch.. until night,preparing and back home!!!haha..but suddenly have many ppl appear in our living room!!so noisy!!they also almost ki siao..they are preparing their show for orientation~they feel like so enjoy with that show..but we feel boring and want back home ady..so big different!haha..then,we are back to our hometown-->>bagan serai safely..haha..miss u~~Bagan Serai^^conclusion: we attend one day of the orientation week..and leave a big aeroplane to our leader..haha..what a orientation week?! haha~~

new life^^

i m back!!haha~ long time didn't update my blog..because of busying prepares all the things that needed to adapt to my new life..Tarc penang~!!i m coming soon!!haha..even though i have a cheerful appearance-->> feel that very excited to live in new life,new condition,new house,new friend,new teacher,....but inside of my mind.,my brain,my heart.....i cant bear this kind of new life..i cant bear it..really!! NEW LIFE means everything will start from zero..the past matter,every proud cases are going to vanish..everyone is trying hard again to let them to be confirmed..new life!!!AGAIN~~tiresome feeling..u come again!!!haiz..hopes that this new life can let me feel comfortable..and also let me bear it easily!!!hey..my new life!!!my sweety and lovely life..u can become what i imagine..what i expect..right?!u must do like that! MUST~~let me adapt myself,let me lives in new life without changes anymore..my heart,my mind,...will be loyal to one person,one family,....all my friend!!!no changes~~everything will become originality....if my mentality can be holded ..i promise..i can be the best!! oh yeah!!my new life~~ i m coming now^^haha..

成长~

我们只是小孩..
单纯..天真..无邪..的小孩..
一直蹦蹦跳跳..的小孩..
无忧无虑..的小孩..
在妈妈怀抱中..的小孩..
不知..从几何时..
我们被逼着走上人生的康庄大道..
被逼着学会看别人脸色做人..
被逼着融入大人尔虞我诈的世界..
已经看着他们渐渐陷入无底的深渊..
我还能跟着他们的脚步吗?
随着他们到处应酬着不同背景的人,事,物..
脸上挂着他们擅长的笑容..
让任何人都摸不清他当时的笑是真心还是假意..
在客气的谈话中..
谁又知道这其中的背后藏着多少的秘密..
各自心中在漫骂着对方..
嘴上却又在赞赏着对方..
这世界上的人..
需要活得那么虚伪..
那么辛苦吗?
以前的人说, 女娲造人..
干嘛不连良心也一起创造呢?
让这些人都有良心..不让后代只懂得钱,面子..
良心?!呵呵..他们听都没听懂..
时间像狂风恶狠狠的把岁月吹走..
只剩下曾经的回忆..
现在只能不停的往前走..
走向黑暗的世界..人群..
在黑暗里绽放一点点光彩..
那是我唯一所希望的..
心口不一..心中讨厌却表面上跟那人要好..
那不是我! 天蝎座的人..
喜欢就是喜欢..不喜欢的话..强迫他也没用!!
擦鞋仔..捧咖啡仔..不是我的工作态度!!
只要认真..专业..就够了..
希望这样的人..能站在世界的平台上..
让大家能够看见不一样的我..
不一定要靠关系..靠美貌..靠身材..
实力一样重要!!未来的日子还要打拼叻~
所以..加油!! 哈哈..gambateh ♥

Mix Title @@

yesterday..really don't want to lie..
i hate lie..but i lie too..
when u said that i m lying when opening my eyes..
it really hurts..but how can i do..
haiz..i really headache.. it almost killed me..
that is truth.. no need to lie..right?
want to do some..things ma..
want give some surprise but also hate that words..that sentences..
however..reality..when doing some surprise will feel many many love..
will recall me that past matter..sweet matter..even bitter or sour..
these all matters already made me forgot how pain i feel..really^^
so no need sleeping to recover my headache..
conclusion i m not lying too..haha..
okay?? somebody??haha..

today..
some mechanic is coming my house looking for the spoiled aircond = =
when they are trying to repair that aircond..
they use water pipe and wash the things in that machine..
i m watching my lovely movie..kang xi lai le..
that episode has 炎亚纶^^
i want watching him from the first shot of him until the end..
but i cant T.T
because they~~mechanic...make my house flood..almost lah@@
haha..i m busy to find many many clothes for them..
and they are helping me clean the floor which is fulled of dirty and black water><
actually not help..they are doing themselve but i am addicted to that boy^^haha..
laughing non-stop but not same with before when i stay one person in my house..
haha..later..they are finishing their work and back already..
turning me to wash those clothes..omg!!!
they are wasting my time to enjoy my happy hour!!! want to cry lah!! T.T
nevermind..i can watch at pps too..haha..
and then..
tomorrow is someone's birthday^^
very very important day for him..because..tomorrow he will become 18 ys old..
older than me^^ haha.. wish him have a nice and enjoyable day..
also have a lovely day ♥ ^^ fit to my title ..haha..

Sick !!

Stomachache had coming again..
after suffering first time at last year..
even though it is slight for me when it occured at first time..
but at second time, it is more serious and make me in pain along 1 day more..
PAIN!! i cant describe how it pain..
it make u cant eat anything..do anything..even think anything..
it also make u like a old woman..
walking in stagger..
sleeping a few minutes and wake up..feels pain and sleep again!!
SuCK!!! why this disease will happen in my body?!
why i am too weak to adapt myself to this full of bateria and virus life?
how can i do? eat them..and digest them..haha.. i don't think so..
however..i am recovered now and feeling better^^
thank for my mum..she is sleeping with me about 2 days..
stand by me when i am sick..thank you^^ dad..u too..
no stomachache!! no headache!!
only have some problem with my teeth!!
my beautiful teeth!! why u so quickly to leave me alone..
i did not expect u will be sharpen..and become small ><
later..u are covered by one plastic teeth = =
omg!! it is more bigger than my other normal teeth..
to protect my real small teeth and my gum too..
so u can imagine how i look like now ><
want to cry now T.T
same like rabbit..but not rabbit..
because rabbit has two rabbit teeth ..but i have one only..
nothing same like.. = = haiz..
only have to wait and wait..
waits for 10 until 14 days...
real teeth will be produced^^
i can wear it and step out of my house..haha..
i am waiting for that moment^^
and u all..please don't want try to see my face now!!!