Nightly .01

最近看的偶像剧，怎么都那么赚人热泪啊...以前就算有多感动的场面, 我都不可能流泪...
现在怎么看每部戏都会哭...还是我老了...变爱哭了...哈哈哈...
刚刚看的<绝对达令>... 为什么结局那么残忍!!! 为什么不要让奈特就一辈子在筱菲身边就好了...
不要就这样停止运转嘛... 哭死我了!!!! 还留着生命最后的10秒钟.... 只为了怀念着跟筱菲的回忆!!!!
那么那么痴情的机器人!!!!结局太残忍啦~~~~
不过是很好看啦.... 第一次看机器人的偶像剧..哈哈...算已经填补假期的烦闷了 XD

机器人男朋友也不错嘛....完美无缺的男朋友^^ 哈哈...

超级甜蜜的啦...这部偶像剧算是可以深深地烙印在我心里...真的...呵呵~~~

FightinG =)

嘿, 我说你啊..不要再对着电脑了啦..你知道final要到了吗????
对, 就是你.. 正在打字的你...所以加油啦啦啦啦!!!!!!!
尽你全部的力量...不要服输!!!不要低头!!!!重点是不要再懒惰下去了啦!!!!
加油... gambateh!!! fighting <3 hahaha....

frustrated

what's going on with my hostel now~~
originally.. it is warmed.. even though we are still not closed enough.. yet we can smile at everyone..
they will not talk to us with their annoying face when we cook at 2nd floor!!!!!
not just like some animals >< shit~~
do we disturb you when we are cooking??
do we must ask you for permission first??
and the place will become oily when we just steam my buns??
okay... according to what u had said....
i will~~~~ cook~~~ at 2nd floorrrrrr!!!!!!
spaghetti ~~ fried rice... fried noodles... or whatever it is using OIL to cookkkkk!!!
tidzuigai!!!!! damn nice your face.... what the hell!!!
and about the electricity bill... all let the ALL ANIMALS to settle it..
aren't you all very geh gao meh = =
walao... teach us how to calculate... okay... allow you all...
that sei bat po!!!! are you not having a good family education???
haven't learn any books that related to good manners???
okay... i know you have not yet...
so... i forgive what you have done.. and what you have said...
because you really not study anything......
you don't know what is manners...
you never think about when you are saying that sentences... and what about you??
do we must do it for you all???
are we all your maid... want to do it well for you ?? gosh!!!
YOU!! REALLY.... NO MANNERS!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE NOT WORTHY TO BE A HUMAN BEING!!!!!

enjoying ~~~

today , i got to go penang again.. begins my school life again... holiday gone.gone.gone....

Sem 3 ..i am coming now..hehe.. i know that it is very busy during sem 3.. but i need to go through it~!!!

time...please running faster..i want to enjoy my next sem break again XD hahahaha..........

(enjoying my happy sem break until the last second ^.^)

result !!

finally, my result is coming out~~ 3A.1A-.1B..
SHIT..B??!! BI.. really shit!!! 60 % coursework of exam B so of course my result is B.. sad T___T
is that my presentation really poor enough? nothing to say ><
but....magically....my IT A- !! haha....really hate IT... the 1st section is totally out of syllabus....
common sense = =''..how can i do >< i am so poor in this ,k!! but it is enough to get A- ...haha......
then, next week begins my 3rd sem...haha.. happy mood to look forward to it ^^

over.over~!!!!!

hardwork over. reading over. exam also over....

left a lazy lifestyle to me to carry on....

lying on the bed ...don't want to wake up!!!!

playing tetris battle with no ends.....

watching movie from episode 1 till the end of episode!!!!!

doesn't care any seconds, minutes even an hour....which i really really care just before few days ago....

this lifestyle just fit to the lazy song..haha..

today i don't feel like doing anything

i just want to lay in my bed

don't feel like picking up my phone

so leave a message at the tone

cause today i swear i'm not doing anything !!!!!

nothing at all~!!!! ^^

Happy day ♥

I have understood that the importance of family^^ it's because even though u have been done wrong, they will not ignore u just like that.. they are also take care of u.. treat u like before.. but sometimes , they will think they can ignore u and never talk to u anymore.. haha..but they cant!! because they love u.. take care of u.. what u like or what u want, they will give u all if they can~~ so, please dun say they do not love u, hate u!! please~ the most important relationship in this world is family  ♥ ....nobody and nothing can replace it.. so, treasure it.. treat them better, so that u can get more rewards of love  ♥ ....

yesterday, go out with kit, old chew and hwa gor^^ sing K.. so happy..wakaka!!! if have next chance, go again!! shout until the bamboo break..hahaha... thank you for u all ^^ especially ah kit  ♥  ♥  kumawo^^  

love  ♥  u more and more  ♥  ♥  ♥ 

these are the pictures have been taken at that day^^

                                        raymond...ur hand swing wat lah>< haha..

                         this is more nice^^ but i m not there..i m camera gurl T___T

                                                   haha.. i m here ^^

                       like this more ♥  ♥  but eyes seem like 2 lines >< haha..

family ♥♥

wanna go taiping at first.. can go with my friend.. can meet with kit.. can watch nasi lemak~~~ but suddenly i informed by mum that want to visit grandma at tanjung piandang..  bing bang bang >< lightning flash until i cant see anything.. i want to go taiping lah~!!! but i cant T__T  one is friend and on the other hand is family.. finally i choose the one out of two!! family is important to me too.. grandma~~ i'll visit u^^ cause since u back to home.. u are already call to home's phone a few time.. very touch>< i know..u want brother to visit u before he want to go to KL.. i do not know are u waiting for me? or just brother only..but i really need u too.. so i will visit u today night..although there are no entertainment to me..just a television.. but it is also enough to me.. the most important thing is u are over there.. if not, i will not know that place..because of u!!! haha.. miss u and love u ♥♥♥♥

你为我着迷♥

可爱啊^^

舞台剧的重点演员^^

李信~~吉他手^^

圭媛~~伽倻琴

感情好好^^

第一次的波波..竟然在公共地方..哈哈^^

看完这韩剧, 超爱郑荣和的啦 ^^ 帅爆了!!! 哈哈哈..

醉后决定爱上你♥♥

第一次见面就在这么尴尬的情况下>< haha..

之后..就酒醉..结婚了= = 哈哈哈..

哈哈哈哈..隔天又发生这囧事 >< 哈哈..

杰修为了要把自己的幸福借给晓如.. ...

不小心....这样了...哈哈哈 ...

开始爱上了林晓如♥♥

我,宋杰修..醉后决定爱上你^^~!!!

山猪妹~~林晓如^^

最后..终于...结婚啦!!!!!!(有没那么兴奋啊><)哈哈..

耶~!!!波波..哈哈..

重要演员~~剧照^^ 哈哈..

就这样结尾啦..嘻嘻^^

个人取向 ♥

全镇浩~~李珉镐^^

朴开仁~~孙艺珍^^

cute~!!!haha..

blissfully~!!

end of these pictures...and also end of this movie^^

haha^^

almost 3 months, i am starting adapt myself to my study life...after have a short conversation in my class..i didn't feel any scare and stress...just talk and talk...talk those words that i familiar with it the most...just a broken english..haha..but i do not know how that miss june chiang thinking for... hope she will give me some high marks^^haha..this is about my improvement in the college..haha..

in my hostel, i m addicting to a movie.. so envy to the couple in that movie...sweet sweet sweet~!!! jealous lah T_T...want to become them... sweet all the time.. stick each other^^ haha...everyone even everything also cannot separate us~~haha...

then, friend^^ kah min, pei yee, yi qi...they are my new friend at there^^
kah min is coming from Perlis~ pei yee comes from Bukit Mertajam.. yi qi  lives in Penang..
Kah min is the most friend with me^^ we had hang out together to Prangimall~!!haha.. very lucky to meet with her.. she has a pair of dimples..when she is laughing..they will appear.. jealous too><haha..
pei yee's hostel is beside mine..she is the one i met before go to college..haha..she also has dimples..aiyooo... cute lah^^
then, yi qi is the tallest one among all of us..and also thin enough..omg lah..haha..she is more familiar with pei yee..so pei yee will walk with yi qi.. and kah min will with me..haha..
they are the three of my friend^^haha.. nice to meet u all ya^^

my new future...i will walk to u~!!haha..

study!!

now, i am enjoying my life badly..
everyday study and back bs..
2 point 1 line running continuosly..non-stop..
i must living in this kind of life?!
presentation is coming soon..
exam is chasing after it...
oh my god!!!
wanna pah bia..haha..
continue my power point..
continue my study...
don't want let my first final exam gone like that~!!!
so..internet!! let me forget and give up u for a few days..
don't disturb me..haha.. mayb i m disturbing u><
but forget u ba~!!!haha..

SHIT!!!!!!!!

SHIT!!!!!!!
TMD!!!!
tat ppl..... i tot his mental hav a big problem and broken too~~~~
he is a stupid ....foolish guy!!!!
no brain ...no mother teached guy!!!!!!!
F*CK !!!!!!!
go die lah u!!!
no need to live in tis life!!! tis earth!!!
u r totally useless and meaningless to tis world!!!
u can disappear nw!!!!!!
GET OUT FROM HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

my study life !!

as long as i begin my study in my new school >< until now..i cant adapt their academic..how it function, process..i dun knw anything.. remember that the 1st test~journal writing.. i get the most suck mark in my life..in tis life!!! i get D~~!!! what the hell!!!! what i write is not related to title~~ omg!!! hw can so cruel!!! D leh... i cant accept anymore..haiz.. so u make me realize i cant relax in college.. not like secondary school.. i can do my hard work at the last minute.. but now!! that matter is already gone.. now~ must do hard everyday.. after class read again in hostel..study own.. cant rely on teacher..no any tuition.. haiz.. and the most important is every test will relate to the final exam.. wanna best result.. make more effort lah har = = haha.. tis thursday wan test already.. test microeconomic!!! hope that i can do it well^^ i will do my best!! haha.. tat's all for tis post~~haha.. add oil^^ everyone too~!!

BeginninG~~

Today,walking to school..attending my first class-->>Hubungan Etnik..hey..see malay again..i tought that no malay in college..but i see again,read again,study again!!!however it is just be familiar with me if compare to english..haha..when entering to my classroom.. only have one people..but when i tell her that our classroom is xxx..she says she enter wrong classroom and directly run out from class..leave me alone T_T but later..teacher is coming..others pupils also coming continuously..teacher starts her lesson..begin my study again>< almost until 10.30am..going to DKA for attending same course..study again..then,finish all course at 11.30am..wanna go home but ning,chien them all are keeping on their course = =..waiting them with hui jiun..after that walking home and eating lunch..my 1st class,1st course is passing away like normal..hope that the all coming course will be like that..haha..the most important is my course work also can finish successfully^^this all lah =) haha..

OrienTatioN WeEK?! hehe~~

3th may is the 1st day of orientation week..so we all move in our new home at 2nd may..everyone is busying clear up their things to live in new home..1st night we cant sleep anymore..talk,talk,gossip,gossip...walao~!!until 1.00am++..finally stop talking and sleeping..but there have 5 people in 1 room..even there is big enough for us but also too hot..that coverlet is becoming useless to us@@.. okay!!turn to tomorrow morning..walking to school..and gets t-shirt,file,pendrive..we all need to change that TARC t-shirt..omg!!almost 900++ people wear same shirt = =.. after that we are going to divide into 40 groups!!i m group 17 T_T..then..leader is starting his work..introduce the school compound to us..and starting their programme--->>ice breaking.. i dun like that!! hate!! want to introduce ourselve in english~~hey!!shy lah~haha..later we all go to CA and attending for lecture>< fishing and fishing..i think i can get 2 shark and 1 dorphin there..haha..at last..grouping again and discuss what performance we need to perform..everyone is cool and dun wan answer to the leader..leader seem like so pity and wanna cryT_T hehe~i think no need to describe the process..conclusion is we all need to go 1 ppl home and discuss again at night..that ppl home is nearby my home..haha..but i didn't go!!haha..at that night..i call delivery..HaPpY BurGeR^^haha..eat burger with chien..ning eat porridge oni><then we all decide bac hometown at next day..so we have a nice night there..sleep peacefully without hotness and uncomfortable^^until..9.00am ++ haha..then eat breakfast--maggi mee!!after that playing in room along that afternoon..almost ki siao liao@@..and call delivery again for lunch.. until night,preparing and back home!!!haha..but suddenly have many ppl appear in our living room!!so noisy!!they also almost ki siao..they are preparing their show for orientation~they feel like so enjoy with that show..but we feel boring and want back home ady..so big different!haha..then,we are back to our hometown-->>bagan serai safely..haha..miss u~~Bagan Serai^^conclusion: we attend one day of the orientation week..and leave a big aeroplane to our leader..haha..what a orientation week?! haha~~

new life^^

i m back!!haha~ long time didn't update my blog..because of busying prepares all the things that needed to adapt to my new life..Tarc penang~!!i m coming soon!!haha..even though i have a cheerful appearance-->> feel that very excited to live in new life,new condition,new house,new friend,new teacher,....but inside of my mind.,my brain,my heart.....i cant bear this kind of new life..i cant bear it..really!! NEW LIFE means everything will start from zero..the past matter,every proud cases are going to vanish..everyone is trying hard again to let them to be confirmed..new life!!!AGAIN~~tiresome feeling..u come again!!!haiz..hopes that this new life can let me feel comfortable..and also let me bear it easily!!!hey..my new life!!!my sweety and lovely life..u can become what i imagine..what i expect..right?!u must do like that! MUST~~let me adapt myself,let me lives in new life without changes anymore..my heart,my mind,...will be loyal to one person,one family,....all my friend!!!no changes~~everything will become originality....if my mentality can be holded ..i promise..i can be the best!! oh yeah!!my new life~~ i m coming now^^haha..

成长~

我们只是小孩..
单纯..天真..无邪..的小孩..
一直蹦蹦跳跳..的小孩..
无忧无虑..的小孩..
在妈妈怀抱中..的小孩..
不知..从几何时..
我们被逼着走上人生的康庄大道..
被逼着学会看别人脸色做人..
被逼着融入大人尔虞我诈的世界..
已经看着他们渐渐陷入无底的深渊..
我还能跟着他们的脚步吗?
随着他们到处应酬着不同背景的人,事,物..
脸上挂着他们擅长的笑容..
让任何人都摸不清他当时的笑是真心还是假意..
在客气的谈话中..
谁又知道这其中的背后藏着多少的秘密..
各自心中在漫骂着对方..
嘴上却又在赞赏着对方..
这世界上的人..
需要活得那么虚伪..
那么辛苦吗?
以前的人说, 女娲造人..
干嘛不连良心也一起创造呢?
让这些人都有良心..不让后代只懂得钱,面子..
良心?!呵呵..他们听都没听懂..
时间像狂风恶狠狠的把岁月吹走..
只剩下曾经的回忆..
现在只能不停的往前走..
走向黑暗的世界..人群..
在黑暗里绽放一点点光彩..
那是我唯一所希望的..
心口不一..心中讨厌却表面上跟那人要好..
那不是我! 天蝎座的人..
喜欢就是喜欢..不喜欢的话..强迫他也没用!!
擦鞋仔..捧咖啡仔..不是我的工作态度!!
只要认真..专业..就够了..
希望这样的人..能站在世界的平台上..
让大家能够看见不一样的我..
不一定要靠关系..靠美貌..靠身材..
实力一样重要!!未来的日子还要打拼叻~
所以..加油!! 哈哈..gambateh ♥

Mix Title @@

yesterday..really don't want to lie..
i hate lie..but i lie too..
when u said that i m lying when opening my eyes..
it really hurts..but how can i do..
haiz..i really headache.. it almost killed me..
that is truth.. no need to lie..right?
want to do some..things ma..
want give some surprise but also hate that words..that sentences..
however..reality..when doing some surprise will feel many many love..
will recall me that past matter..sweet matter..even bitter or sour..
these all matters already made me forgot how pain i feel..really^^
so no need sleeping to recover my headache..
conclusion i m not lying too..haha..
okay?? somebody??haha..

today..
some mechanic is coming my house looking for the spoiled aircond = =
when they are trying to repair that aircond..
they use water pipe and wash the things in that machine..
i m watching my lovely movie..kang xi lai le..
that episode has 炎亚纶^^
i want watching him from the first shot of him until the end..
but i cant T.T
because they~~mechanic...make my house flood..almost lah@@
haha..i m busy to find many many clothes for them..
and they are helping me clean the floor which is fulled of dirty and black water><
actually not help..they are doing themselve but i am addicted to that boy^^haha..
laughing non-stop but not same with before when i stay one person in my house..
haha..later..they are finishing their work and back already..
turning me to wash those clothes..omg!!!
they are wasting my time to enjoy my happy hour!!! want to cry lah!! T.T
nevermind..i can watch at pps too..haha..
and then..
tomorrow is someone's birthday^^
very very important day for him..because..tomorrow he will become 18 ys old..
older than me^^ haha.. wish him have a nice and enjoyable day..
also have a lovely day ♥ ^^ fit to my title ..haha..