new life^^

i m back!!haha~ long time didn't update my blog..because of busying prepares all the things that needed to adapt to my new life..Tarc penang~!!i m coming soon!!haha..even though i have a cheerful appearance-->> feel that very excited to live in new life,new condition,new house,new friend,new teacher,....but inside of my mind.,my brain,my heart.....i cant bear this kind of new life..i cant bear it..really!! NEW LIFE means everything will start from zero..the past matter,every proud cases are going to vanish..everyone is trying hard again to let them to be confirmed..new life!!!AGAIN~~tiresome feeling..u come again!!!haiz..hopes that this new life can let me feel comfortable..and also let me bear it easily!!!hey..my new life!!!my sweety and lovely life..u can become what i imagine..what i expect..right?!u must do like that! MUST~~let me adapt myself,let me lives in new life without changes anymore..my heart,my mind,...will be loyal to one person,one family,....all my friend!!!no changes~~everything will become originality....if my mentality can be holded ..i promise..i can be the best!! oh yeah!!my new life~~ i m coming now^^haha..

成长~

我们只是小孩..
单纯..天真..无邪..的小孩..
一直蹦蹦跳跳..的小孩..
无忧无虑..的小孩..
在妈妈怀抱中..的小孩..
不知..从几何时..
我们被逼着走上人生的康庄大道..
被逼着学会看别人脸色做人..
被逼着融入大人尔虞我诈的世界..
已经看着他们渐渐陷入无底的深渊..
我还能跟着他们的脚步吗?
随着他们到处应酬着不同背景的人,事,物..
脸上挂着他们擅长的笑容..
让任何人都摸不清他当时的笑是真心还是假意..
在客气的谈话中..
谁又知道这其中的背后藏着多少的秘密..
各自心中在漫骂着对方..
嘴上却又在赞赏着对方..
这世界上的人..
需要活得那么虚伪..
那么辛苦吗?
以前的人说, 女娲造人..
干嘛不连良心也一起创造呢?
让这些人都有良心..不让后代只懂得钱,面子..
良心?!呵呵..他们听都没听懂..
时间像狂风恶狠狠的把岁月吹走..
只剩下曾经的回忆..
现在只能不停的往前走..
走向黑暗的世界..人群..
在黑暗里绽放一点点光彩..
那是我唯一所希望的..
心口不一..心中讨厌却表面上跟那人要好..
那不是我! 天蝎座的人..
喜欢就是喜欢..不喜欢的话..强迫他也没用!!
擦鞋仔..捧咖啡仔..不是我的工作态度!!
只要认真..专业..就够了..
希望这样的人..能站在世界的平台上..
让大家能够看见不一样的我..
不一定要靠关系..靠美貌..靠身材..
实力一样重要!!未来的日子还要打拼叻~
所以..加油!! 哈哈..gambateh ♥

Mix Title @@

yesterday..really don't want to lie..
i hate lie..but i lie too..
when u said that i m lying when opening my eyes..
it really hurts..but how can i do..
haiz..i really headache.. it almost killed me..
that is truth.. no need to lie..right?
want to do some..things ma..
want give some surprise but also hate that words..that sentences..
however..reality..when doing some surprise will feel many many love..
will recall me that past matter..sweet matter..even bitter or sour..
these all matters already made me forgot how pain i feel..really^^
so no need sleeping to recover my headache..
conclusion i m not lying too..haha..
okay?? somebody??haha..

today..
some mechanic is coming my house looking for the spoiled aircond = =
when they are trying to repair that aircond..
they use water pipe and wash the things in that machine..
i m watching my lovely movie..kang xi lai le..
that episode has 炎亚纶^^
i want watching him from the first shot of him until the end..
but i cant T.T
because they~~mechanic...make my house flood..almost lah@@
haha..i m busy to find many many clothes for them..
and they are helping me clean the floor which is fulled of dirty and black water><
actually not help..they are doing themselve but i am addicted to that boy^^haha..
laughing non-stop but not same with before when i stay one person in my house..
haha..later..they are finishing their work and back already..
turning me to wash those clothes..omg!!!
they are wasting my time to enjoy my happy hour!!! want to cry lah!! T.T
nevermind..i can watch at pps too..haha..
and then..
tomorrow is someone's birthday^^
very very important day for him..because..tomorrow he will become 18 ys old..
older than me^^ haha.. wish him have a nice and enjoyable day..
also have a lovely day ♥ ^^ fit to my title ..haha..